The Pressure To Perform | NikkieTutorials: Layers Of Me

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Nikkie's dependence on likes and views comes into sharp focus as she realizes she's put too much emphasis on them. As she deals with these issues and dives head-first into work, her brother Mikai's health is rapidly deteriorating.
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V Morningstar
V Morningstar 6 päeva tagasi
You are beautiful! No matter what!!!!!!!
Scarlet Romarate
Scarlet Romarate 10 päeva tagasi
Ilove nikki . Hope more vids to come from phillippines
Sam & Bob Minion
Sam & Bob Minion 16 päeva tagasi
Girl i also have the duck alarm.
Lauren Marie
Lauren Marie 18 päeva tagasi
Nikkie is literally the only beauty guru I feel like I would actually love to be friends with. Her personality is so cute, and she's still so humble and sweet. I just adore her. She deserves all the success she has today! 😍❤💞
Shania Reyes Dcarlo
Shania Reyes Dcarlo 18 päeva tagasi
Sister you are Beautiful Inside and out!.. Ups not im sorry i said it wrong on the out side part, let me clear that phrase you are not Beautiful outside, You are more then that you are Gourges Glamazon my sefl! Thank you for representing us Trans Women Powerd
Prettynails ByM
Prettynails ByM 18 päeva tagasi
Nikkie you are amazeballs!!! I love, adore everything about you!!!!!! I admire you so much
Lisa M
Lisa M 23 päeva tagasi
You’re a beautiful person 💕
onepainfulangel 1111
onepainfulangel 1111 28 päeva tagasi
Sending love and light to you and your fam Nikkie ❤️🌈❤️
Megha Grover.
Megha Grover. Місяць tagasi
Nikkie you’re so beautiful I can’t take my eyes off from you ❤️❤️ I love too see you gorgeous 😍😍😍😍 your face is so pretty . You’re so damn at doing makeup 💕
Brittany Clemente
Brittany Clemente Місяць tagasi
Always having to prove yourself, that’s called being a woman. You are enough.
passing by
passing by Місяць tagasi
제목에도 한국어가 있어..오늘 알게된 채널이지만 덕분에 더 잘 이해하면서 볼 수 있겠어요!:):)
Stella Black
Stella Black Місяць tagasi
Doesn't she look a little like rihanna in the video with the 10 million subscribers?
Gucci Mayne
Gucci Mayne Місяць tagasi
12:47.. Illuminati signs.. makes sense now
Janice xxx
Janice xxx Місяць tagasi
You are my idol Nikkie. You are the strongest and most beautiful human being ever. Ik hoop ooit in je voetsporen te mogen treden, ooit ga ik beginnen met mijn eigen kanaal!
Victoria K
Victoria K Місяць tagasi
what kind of surgery was that for the neck? like a liposuction?
fraviolet Місяць tagasi
Nikkie you have an angel on your shoulder now❤️
lenin romero
lenin romero Місяць tagasi
se que nunca veras este mensaje pero tu canal lo veo desde hace 10 años, no se solo me encanto, y desde hace 10 años te conosco, y eres super especial y hermosa, suerte y que sigas triunfando, 2021
George Hicks
George Hicks Місяць tagasi
You make people happy. I would ask you to replace Ellen, but who would want to go to that toxic world?
Robin McMillin
Robin McMillin Місяць tagasi
THANK YOU. Nikkie you are amazing you are probably one of the strongest people I have ever had the opportunity to be a part of by watching your videos. And you are a very very beautiful woman.
zanib vlogs
zanib vlogs Місяць tagasi
Please follow me on insta zanib khan 580@
zanib vlogs
zanib vlogs Місяць tagasi
Nice video niki
Maritza Bonilla
Maritza Bonilla Місяць tagasi
Omg Nikkie in this video min before you explained about that look on ur face. I was thinking out loud " DAMMM SHE'S BEAUTIFUL! and I meant it, and I am not thee only one that thinks that! I LOVE what you do and I am PROUD of you!
Kanye Krazy
Kanye Krazy Місяць tagasi
You're such a inspiration. The most sweetest strong and beautiful person ever. I love you, Nikkie 💚
Jack Ames
Jack Ames Місяць tagasi
i had no idea she lost her brother my heart goes out to her
Jack Ames
Jack Ames Місяць tagasi
“every time i gain a million subscribers i go out with my family” ugh relatable
Jack Ames
Jack Ames Місяць tagasi
girl ur skinniest stage of ur life would not give u a chin i believe in u!
Christina Davies
Christina Davies Місяць tagasi
This documentary series makes me feel like numbers views run her world and that maybe I should be more cautious of what products I purchase because I don't know what's real and what was done/ or said for views and numbers. lm a bit stand-off ish now not gonna lie.
Amaar doc
Amaar doc Місяць tagasi
I canot believe you are trans
Bonnie Merk
Bonnie Merk Місяць tagasi
when she says "is there anything i could say that would stop you from doing this?" it's not up to anyone but nikkie to stop her from doing what she wants..
zanib vlogs
zanib vlogs Місяць tagasi
Nice video love from pk
Holly Easton-Lankester
Holly Easton-Lankester Місяць tagasi
Mery Gomez Burgos
Mery Gomez Burgos Місяць tagasi
You are a strong queen and you became a true and brilliant star. Congratulations for everything you got 💙
dharma walls
dharma walls Місяць tagasi
just stopping by to tell you that you don’t EVER have to apologize for being “too wide” you are beautiful! inside & out! that broke my heart to hear you apologize for that.. i’m sorry that you feel like you have too.. but just remember how amazing you are! we love you Nikkie ❤️
LINDA LOR 2 місяці tagasi
Literally flooded me in tears.. I tend to use work as an excuse so I don’t get too into my emotions as well. One thing I found out is the more I ran away from these problems, it just broke me down more as a person. Thank you for letting us see this side of you Nikki ❤️
Jasmine Lynn
Jasmine Lynn 2 місяці tagasi
I’m so sorry for your loss nikkie 🥺 thankyou for sharing your story with us❤️
Lorren Raven M
Lorren Raven M 2 місяці tagasi
Omg I finally get to watch this 😍 🥺
Aaliyah Rivera fooo
Aaliyah Rivera fooo 2 місяці tagasi
No matter how happy and goofy you are... there’s always someone on the inside the complete opposite. I love Nikki so so much . I understand how she is and see how much she has grown over the years even tho I don’t know the whole story I genuinely love her so much ❤️
Tazeem Hussain
Tazeem Hussain 2 місяці tagasi
Your like james Charles
Shaina Kampu
Shaina Kampu 2 місяці tagasi
U r sooooo beutifull luv u from india
Andrea Salazar
Andrea Salazar 2 місяці tagasi
omg I cant believe you were in Tenerife!! i wish I could show you all the beautiful places from there
Michela Wulff Martinussen
Michela Wulff Martinussen 2 місяці tagasi
How many views does this video have?
LeeWender 2 місяці tagasi
Why did I cry (joyously for you) through this whole video??? You are beautiful and powerful and amazing. And all those times you didn’t know it makes me sad, but you came out the other side to be a wonderful inspiration, not even planning to be. ❤️ to you!
Elizabeth wofford
Elizabeth wofford 2 місяці tagasi
It kinda breaks my heart to see how much social media controls the lives of the influencers. What a trip. I know its similar for any type of celebrity so its not bizarre but its different than from when I was a kid for sure. I didnt even know about youtube until my late twenties while Nikki had millions of subs lol.
Hope H
Hope H 2 місяці tagasi
I feel like a lot of people can relate to feeling as if they need to apologize for existing. We should all collectively agree to never apologize for existing again.
Shweta_Kumari_ Shrestha
Shweta_Kumari_ Shrestha 2 місяці tagasi
I really respect you🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️
Shayn WW
Shayn WW 2 місяці tagasi
I was crying. I didn't expected it would be so honest. Thank you Nikkie for sharing your life and what is inside of you.
Alisha Carter
Alisha Carter 2 місяці tagasi
This series is great !
L Knap
L Knap 2 місяці tagasi
I love that you are whole heartedly yourself. Stay true to yourself because you are the most real person in the makeup game. Maybe even the only real one.
Christie Lynne
Christie Lynne 2 місяці tagasi
I love Nikki so much. She's the best inspiration and role model. (and she's absolutely beautiful to boot!) ❤ my heart breaks for her that she lost her sweet little brother. May he rest in peace. 😥
Tabassum raha Tabassumraha
Tabassum raha Tabassumraha 2 місяці tagasi
Niki Fix OFCC
Niki Fix OFCC 2 місяці tagasi
if only you knew what you looked like through my eyes! you’re beautiful!
Ocha Mocha
Ocha Mocha 2 місяці tagasi
i forgot how much i loved nikkie and how comforting she is to me :’) im so so glad i came across her videos again 💖
FabioM 2 місяці tagasi
You're so beautiful. In and out.
september rain
september rain 2 місяці tagasi
I really like this part of Nikkie in glasses and all cozy. You have a beautiful soul, Nikki!
Nikita Kanninga
Nikita Kanninga 2 місяці tagasi
Omg!!! Ik wil mijn onderkin ook al heel lang weg kan je me vertellen waar je het heb laten doen????
Jasmine C
Jasmine C 2 місяці tagasi
Nikki I’m so thankful to you for your openness and I just love you
Harry just Harry
Harry just Harry 2 місяці tagasi
Screw the people that are being mean there just jealous big is beautiful period ❤️❤️
Mishka 2 місяці tagasi
nikkie, i love you so much. you have no idea how many times watching your videos has calmed me down after a breakdown or when i'm going through another rough day. i really can not thank you enough for everything you do. you are so strong to have been able to get through all you've had to deal with. we are so damn proud of you, and always know that we'll support any decision you make. please get rest whenever you need it. i love you nikkie💕
Chill with Emmi
Chill with Emmi 2 місяці tagasi
So emotional. You are so real and so raw I love the “layers of me” series so much. Sorry I’m late to watch but I just got back on EEpost! I just made my first video and you inspire me so much to keep pushing forward. Love you
Monica Sandler
Monica Sandler 2 місяці tagasi
I am relatively new to watching you but in just these few bits it is pretty amazing to hear how you have worked yourself out of your accented English. I happen to love your native language, but that is me. ;)
E P 2 місяці tagasi
I totally get the double chin situation im 29 had it no matter what size i am its a family gene my own dad wants to let me get surgery for it cause he understands somthings u cant fix naturally
Sophia Nieves
Sophia Nieves 2 місяці tagasi
I feel that when I go shopping
Tierden's Makeup Room
Tierden's Makeup Room 2 місяці tagasi
This is so amazing and heart warming I am crying and feel so happy for you
Ronnel Glorioso
Ronnel Glorioso 3 місяці tagasi
When was this filmed?
ABCD EFG 3 місяці tagasi
I come to this videos prepared to ball my eyes out
Fatimah Ibrahim
Fatimah Ibrahim 3 місяці tagasi
Nikki just towering over everyone like the glamazon I want to be...
Musica Cura
Musica Cura 3 місяці tagasi
Nikki you are so humble ❤️ I enjoy all you have done. Just know that you don’t need people to accept you for your true self. Ppl are will criticize you for the smallest things just enjoy your life and continue being the beautiful person you have been.
valeria rodriguez
valeria rodriguez 3 місяці tagasi
I just want to hug her... like those hugs that make you feel stronger
Toni Oudalstoel
Toni Oudalstoel 3 місяці tagasi
You are such a beautiful person
Dulcinea MP
Dulcinea MP 3 місяці tagasi
LILY리리 :3
LILY리리 :3 3 місяці tagasi
I'm crying..
Makeupholic me
Makeupholic me 3 місяці tagasi
Can never forget the day I met u in Kuwait
Kristine Noffsinger
Kristine Noffsinger 3 місяці tagasi
I love you so so much nikkie! So inspiring! Xox🙌❤💋💜😍
Beccaj93 3 місяці tagasi
You are an inspiration
Voxifera 3 місяці tagasi
"Today was successful! Let's eat" MOOD
jamiefraser0 3 місяці tagasi
Really you're so beautiful and I'm so envious because you're so tall. I'm practically a dwarf and I even need help to open the window at work because I can't reach it. You're like a warrior queen, talland proud and beautiful and just there!
тм. 3 місяці tagasi
ANGELAMARY FUSSEY 3 місяці tagasi
I'm 65, I remember watching that little girl and admiring her confidence. I was a fan of hers, and I'm a fan of you.
ELEANOR Turner 3 місяці tagasi
You are so pretty
Lauren R
Lauren R 3 місяці tagasi
Nikki is so beautiful.
Heidi K
Heidi K 3 місяці tagasi
It’s sad to see that you needed to feel wide or big, it’s their job to fix size for you. But I like this when you show more about you and behind the scenes. Then I saw you walked in Tenerife and strand promenad Los Crisianos and you was in one of my favorite restaurants and best mojito 😊😋 And I love loro parque, and so on. Los Cristianos and Las America is build around the Vintersol it’s rehabilitation for rheumatism, ms and for so many. And many, not all is sitting on wheelchair so it’s easy access. Even the beach and so on. Been there in los cristianos about 32-35 times and also lived there 😊 You are inspiring 💗
Rissa Inocencio
Rissa Inocencio 3 місяці tagasi
LaraCroft 3 місяці tagasi
You are so talented and inspiration to many.
Liz 3 місяці tagasi
I love that we see Nikkie as just a PERSON. Not a celebrity, an influencer, just a true, beautiful human being navigating her way through this crazy career.
ivelisse hernandez
ivelisse hernandez 3 місяці tagasi
I haaaaated the photoshoot part. I felt her pain...The issue was probably a mixture of unprofessional stylists and her not having a person that is dedicated to have everything ready for her. The least it could've been done was to have a day to take measurements. It's common sense!! She is very tall so you need to make sure everything looks the way it should. She still looked beautiful though.
Tinna Lee
Tinna Lee 3 місяці tagasi
Rikke Kaihøj
Rikke Kaihøj 3 місяці tagasi
dont ever apologize for being the size u are!
Maya Williams
Maya Williams 3 місяці tagasi
Don’t worry about it your already perfect
Chlott85 3 місяці tagasi
Fuming at the stylist not apologizing for selecting clothes that don't match the measurements she will have been given beforehand. Stay classy lady.
Stylemealiya 3 місяці tagasi
I like that Nikkie talked about her disappointment in her views but has never done anything problematic for views love that♥️
Jayjo is here
Jayjo is here 3 місяці tagasi
Nikkie, when I look at you I think you are so beautiful, inside and out! You're absolutely gorgeous with, and without makeup. ❤❤❤
Mia 3 місяці tagasi
You’re so beautiful Nikkie !! Please don’t ever forget that
Kaitlynn Langue
Kaitlynn Langue 3 місяці tagasi
While they were putting the blue jacket on you, you looked so sad inside and it broke my heart
Nykolas shipway
Nykolas shipway 3 місяці tagasi
This series has me all over the place with emotion
Camila Rascon
Camila Rascon 3 місяці tagasi
shes the most caring, unproblematic mua I have ever watched and she'll ALWAYS be my favorite
Logan Santos
Logan Santos 3 місяці tagasi
What an emotional roller coaster. Laugh, cry, laugh, cry!!!
JennzOrs 3 місяці tagasi
Love you so much Nikkie. I love makeup even tho I don't really wear it, but I just love your channel and think you're such a special person.
Morgan M Connors
Morgan M Connors 3 місяці tagasi
This made me bawl. Your great.
Morgan M Connors
Morgan M Connors 3 місяці tagasi
I’m so sorry for your brother
Rebecca Morgan
Rebecca Morgan 3 місяці tagasi
You are beautiful!
Rae Rae
Rae Rae 3 місяці tagasi
I felt u on that neck thing girl literally im skin and bones to skinny n have the same issue but ive resolved it alot with something call mule look it up if yr struggling with this insecurity promise it works im broke lol or id probably of done the same exact same but nikki yr so beautiful inside n out
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